Ok I've had a lot of tests coming up this week. God. Anyways.. I'm going back into drawing now on the computer. Though less frequently due to the fact of school being in the way. This thursday I am on TLE and get to miss my last three classes of the day! But that also has the downside which means that I will have make-up work to catch onto. Lately I have not been in the greatest of moods. Been doubting over a lot of things and I'm getting a little more ticked off. This month is the whole homecoming month was it? Not sure if I really want to go either. It would seem nice, but not to nice I guess. My heart feels, without contempt lately. Poorly. I'm not sure if I really want love at all when I think about it. In truth? I do, but my soul bleeds for someone else. It haunts me, really.. It's like everywhere I turn.. I see the person there like a mirage, or I hear his name spoken.. But he is not there at all. Even past memories spring up into reality as if it's all happening over again. Maybe it doesn't matter anymore since a year ago.. But would he even care to hear..

"I love you to."?

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I feel so distraught and lost..